Having
Gastroparesis (GP) makes you change everything you do. It makes you think twice
about everything. Will this meal cause too much pain? Will the bloating get so
bad I can’t move? Will this outing use up too much of the precious energy I
have?
I’ve had
GP for nine years, at least, and have seen most of the phases with the
exception of the feeding tubes. My weight has gone up (baffling my docs) and
down, swinging each way by about 50 lbs each time.
Gone
from solid foods, to pureed, to liquids, and started the whole cycle over.
The past
couple of weeks have seen a return of worsening symptoms. Being unable to eat
thanks to the nausea worsening and the return of the pain, I lost 15 lbs in one
week and another 5 in a little over a week. Now, while you may be thinking
that’s great, just think about not being able to eat, being nauseated all the
time, being in serious pain every time you eat anything.
There
are some bright points to this condition and how my body deals with it. The
fact that my body tends to gain instead of lose weight unlike so many others
with it is like my own little insurance policy. I call it my “jiggle” room
against needing interventions like a feeding tube or IV nutrition. Plus, I’ve
met some AMAZING people over the course of the 3 yeas since being diagnosed.
Hi I too are like you and tend to gain I also have dumping syndrome and have hypo's though not a diabetic !!....it helps knowing I am not alone,thank you for sharing your story,Kind regards,Fiona
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